Saturday, March 3, 2012

How you may think the topic at church is just for you

The truth shall set you free. Once I heard those words . I knew he was talking to me.
Tears began to fall down my eyes, everyone looks around asking each other why must she cry.
I didn’t know if it was happiness or sadness, but all I could think of was chaos and madness.
This is not no pity party for myself, I am just trying to figure out my self wealth.
I accepted myself as a unique creation from our heavenly father, but there is always the ones that don’t even notice you, they don’t even bother.
Then you second guess your standards, staring searching for questions and answers.
Then it goes back to that quote that running in your mind, the quote you know will change your life cause you are running out of time.
Once again that quote, the truth shall set you free, but I must question why must he look at me.
Do he know about the things I tell myself in the mirror each day, or know about the fear in my eyes when I don’t know what to say.
I wondered did he know about pain in my heart. He must know something, or why ever did he start.

Growing Physically vs Growing Mentally

Can someone help me understand why many adults  are lacking maturity, developmental progress and commitment.  Some think once they reach a certain age in life that they are already mature and developed. Sadly, many of us grow older but never grow up. 
Its like they're stuck in perpetual infancy, still weening from there mothers nipple. I believe the reason is because they never intended to grow. You must want to grow, decide to grow, make an effort to grow, and persist in growing" it always begins with a decision . Physical Growth is automatic, but not maturity,  it takes an intentional commitment to be an adult. Commitments can develop you or they destroy  you, but either way, they will define you. If you are wondering why your not mature, developed and committed, rethink the decisions you are making in life. Hopefully, millions can stop  wanting to drift through life like that's the best way go. Because if you made a commitment you would actually have to mature, develop and  think like an adult for once.